Miserable (2)

2nd miserable post about my current miserable life T_T How many miserable post am I going to write omgggggg. I think as long as I feel miserable, I'll post about miserable. Life is horrible when I feel miserable :/

Anyway, just email my summaries to my supervisor. As miserable as I could be, my summaries barely hit 300 words, which is the MINIMUM word requirement by my supervisor. WHY OH WHY I WANNA CRY T_T My negative energy is spreading again. Last night I just thought of why do we have to do thesis?? Seriously, is thesis gonna make my life better?? I hope it will. I wanna get a better jo when I graduate. At least I am able to feed myself with noodles T_T *Re: Some parts in me I'm a gawddamn typical asian* But I wanna get a job which I am interest in, not to be ambitious, but it is my DREAM. Sounds familiar??

Actually, not a lot of humans encourage me to go for what I like. And only Naruto or some Internet meme or some subconscious part of me URGING me to chase my dream. Kesiannye = How pity. But I do not know where to start. Really. I wanna be a magazine editor, working in a magazine company is my ambition...... for now. Like Anna Wintour, so successful.

Hopefully I can be what I wanna be. At least not miserable at all T_T

It's a kind of disease.

Miserable (1)

Oh hi. I'm slacking again am I. I promised myself to blog everyday and I failed...... AGAIN :/ Gosh. At first thought I really wanna put everything that happened on past few days HERE. YES, EVERYTHING HERE. But assignments are butting in, and this is my final year for advanced diploma which is making my life miserable, I gotta do thesis alone which I wanna cry T_T  Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh why oh why T_T My negative energy is spreading and growing again.

So let's talk about the MAIN reason why am I miserable. Few days ago (or yesterday), I went lunch with my boyfriend. Not a fancy one because it's a restaurant nearby my house XD Anyway, both of us are 21 years old, still studying, and just like most of the students - LACK OF MONEY. So many things to buy, so little to spend. We talked about ways to earn money because e need money LOL. And it all lead us back to [Blogging]. I had a friend, well, an old-ex-almost stranger friend which happens to be a celebrity blogger and she is just 21. JUST LIKE ME. And she earns freaking lots of money man!!!!!! Her earning power is so strong that she can travel to Japan and Thiland and China ah just all over Asia and she can bought a Mazda when she was 19 OMG.

ARE YOU SERIOUS OR WHAT????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So yeah. I wanna earn money so bad that I don't wanna go look for part time jobs and I wanna blog.But heads up, she, which is the celebrity blogger, took 7 freaking years to achieve like a TRUE celeb blogger. ZOMG. I'm already 21, I'm lazy but I gotta earn money by blogging zomg zomg zomg izzit to late for me to start now?? I need answers.

Officially BROKE

Life without money is so HORRIBLE. When I check my little piggy bank and I found out I have like myr440. That is really little for me to survive throughout the whole October. And what makes it worse is I owe My Mom myr200 because of shopping TOO MUCH at F21 and H&M and Sephora :/ WTF. I really gotta stop myself from shopping, at least a whole freaking month man :'( 

Gonna have a photoshoot on Friday~ Looking forward to that~ 

Ciao~ 

It's a kind of disease.

Ugh......

Save Ma Assssss~~~~~~ It's time to go college again. That means more assignments, more presentation, to top it all of, THESIS. 

OMG. 

I'm just so scare, so stressed out, so tense that I can't cope. Ahh...... Why college life gotta be so scary T_T But there's a good thing, I get to on my laptop more and indirectly, forcing me to update my blog more often LOLLLLLL~ This is gonna be a short one, because I don't really wanna spread my negative energy everywhere, especially in my blogsphere. 

Ciao. 

It's a kind of disease.

Ootd #1

Ola~~~ Today is to celebrate my sis birthday~ Went Publika for a quick brunch and went shopping at Klcc~ So this is my ootd~ 

Varsity Jacket from Romps, white singlet from Mirrocle, floral print skirt from Forever 21, Converse and bag from H&M. 

I really like my outfit, it's so girly, but there's a hint of casualness~ And and and My make of the day~ 

A simple one with coral coloured lippie~ A girly make~ 

I'll update more about my ootd~ Stay tune~~~ 

It's a kind of disease. 

Vaseline

Say hello to your dusty Vaseline Petroleum Jelly bottle~ 
This is not an advertorial for Vaseline, just that I have a bottle of vaseline but it's so big and so much left but I dont really wanna throw it away. So I flip through a few magazines and google a few sites, and I found a few ways to reuse your good'ol Vaseline~ 

1. Vaseline is a good make-up remover. 
Seriously, I'm not joking about this because I tried removing my make up including mascara and guess what?? It leave no stain behind!! :D Life goes on without makeup remover y'all~  

2. Pro-long perfume scent. 
Rub a little Vaseline at your wrist or at the back of your ear and then spray your perfume at the Vaseline. This will keep your perfume from fading faster. 

3. Remove make-up stain. 
Dap a bit of Vaseline on a cotton bud a clean your shirt!! You will be surprise about the result!! 

4. No more bad hair day. 
A lot of people know Vaseline can stop split ends, but Vaseline can also remove chewing gum that stuck in your hair!! Just slowly run some at the spot and the gum will drop off. 

5. Quick clean nail polish. 
Apply some Vaseline at the cuticle (around the nail) before you apply nail polish. If there was a few droplets drop at the cuticle, just take a bud and wipe it off after the droplets dry. 

6. Natural Mascara. 
Fear not if you used up all your mascara. Apply a light coat of Vaseline instead. It will look longer and more natural~ 

So these are the ones that everyone can start with~ But Vaseline Petroleum Jelly is still an oil-based product, it may clot our pores if it is not been cleanse properly. So I hope these will help you guys, ciao~ 

It's a kind of disease.

Morning inspiration

Good morning~ It's kinda cloudy here in Malaysia so it so cooling and I really really don't wanna leave my warm, comfy bed >< Anyway I read the newspaper just now and I saw a model called 'Karlie Kloss' and I INSTANTLY, like really totally fall in love in her!!!!!! And she is 21, I'm 21, omg, she so beautiful I am drooooooooooooling~~~~~~ 

SEE WHAT I MEAN~~~~~~ AHHHHHH~~~~~~ So tall so lean~~~~~~ I m currently on diet too~ And did exercise because I wanna be fit and at least a little thinner >< And Karlie Kloss here motivate me a lot!!!!!! Here is my breakfast for this morning: 

Lettuce, apples and pumpkin milk oatmeal~ It looks kinda disgusting but it's pack with fibre and vitamins~ Good for solving constipation~ Gotta go hit the shower now~ Ciao~ 

It's a kind of disease.

Back to basic(s)

Oh hey, let's go back in time. Crapping for so long but I haven't introduce myself at all. Well, not really 'introduce' but just some facts about me and know me more through some simple facts and my post in the future. :) 

10 random facts about me 

1. Call me Blake. 

2. My skin colour is yellow. Just like The Simpsons LOL. 

3. I am obsess with radish. 

4. I love combing my hair. 

5. I don't like butterfly. 

6. I am afraid of the dark or being alone. 

7. I am a superstitious girl. 

8. Oh, I am a girl. 

9. Currently on diet. 

10. Fighting constipation as usual. 

There you have it, ME. I shall post more about myself and my very own views of fashion. 

It's a kind of disease.

Save Money, Spend Wisely

Ola humans!!!!!! :D It's raining here in KL and if You are a Malaysian and You are reading right now, I feel sad, You feel sad, because Malaysia's 13th General Elections is the dirtiest election so far. OMG foreign readers You should really have a look on it, I am not here to criticize the country or whatsoever, but really, I somehow feel ashame because the current party do whatever it takes to win the election and become the government :0 

TOTALLY SPEECHLESS 

Anyway, this post is about shop wisely so humans, let's not get our mood spoiled :) 

Saving money is basically the 2nd most important achievement in my life since I have only myr300 per month from my mom :0 I'm a college students and I spend most of my money on transportation and food. Things in Malaysia are getting more expensive and I am struggling to save money >< So few days ago I came out a few ways for myself to save money, starting from SHOPPING. 

1. ALWAYS COMPARE 
If You want a dress, and there are a few stores selling the same dress, do compare the price of the dress between those stores. This may sound a lil HOUSEWIFE style but let's be frank, who don't wanna get a nice good with the lowest price?? :) 

2. SALE SALE SALE 
I HIGHLY ENCOURAGE you guys to do shopping during SALE, especially those big retail stores such as H&M, Topshop, Uniqlo, F21 and so on. Imagine, getting those branded pieces in a very cheap price and basically, nobody will notice you bought it during salestime. :D That is why I LOVE SALE ♥ 

3. DIY 
I realize that some of the fashion pieces are so short, so simple that we actually can modify with our own clothes, all by ourselves. I used to hate DIY, because I thought it's a waste of time and why not just buy a new one :/ I'M SO CHILDISH >< Let's take cropped top for example, I can just cut and sew my old T-shirt. It save my wallet and brings new life to my old clothes~ Why not~♥ 

4. COUPONS AND VOUCHERS 
People out there with tons of coupons and vouchers, PLEASE USE THEM!!!!!! I'm that kind of person who loves coupons and vouchers and recently I watch a reality show call 'Extreme Couponers', they really inspire me a lot on saving money and the importance of money...... and COUPONS...... and VOUCHERS.
 

 The photo below shows that what I wear are all bargain goods that I got from online stores and some retail stores. Don't call me a cheapskate because even the Nike sneakers, I got it only myr199 (original price myr299). The knitted top, jeans shorts and the cap all add up is not even myr100!!!!!!

Plus, I really wanna emphasize on the white shirt. It's from H&M, the quality is beyond good, and it only cost myr39.90!!!!!! I actually feel proud of myself for getting this piece at H&M Boys Section =X Sometimes, I rather shop at the Kids section, the size fits me, the designs are not bad, and most importantly, CHEAPER THAN THE ADULT PIECES.

Being petite is not so bad after all 

So there you go guys, my ways of saving money during shopping. For some of you may thought that I am such a cheapskate on money but I am proud of myself because I'm saving money :) I'm not ashame, if there's any sponsors out there willing ti give me one big stack of H&M coupons, I'm not afraid to use it :p 

xx 

Love Ya

Floral Crown 101

Hey guys how are ya? :D 

I'm back again as the reason why I din't update my blog is because I am lazy againnnnnn :p 

Plus I was busy with my internship stuff but fear not, I finished my intership!!!!!! :D YAY~~~~~~ 

And I can finally commit into my blog~ 

So I saw a lot of people are CRAZEE about flowers lately, flower dress, flower shorts, flower tops, flower accessories, FLOWER FLOWER FLOWER. And me myself, of course, fall for flowers~ So here's a tutorial to share with you guys out there on How to make Floral Crown~ 

So, this is my homemade floral crown and a floral bracelet. 

I use these small flowers with wire stem to bend and twist and connect with each other to make it into a big loop. So this is the wire flowers I used. It's pink actually, dark pink.

 

So first, overlap two stick of the wire flowers. The key point is one of the flowers must be placed slightly higher than the other one, like the picture below. 

 Next, You just gotta twist it!! 

 

 Placed the third flower accordingly and start twisting it. 

See what I mean??

Repeat the steps above and keep twisting until You feel it's ready to wear. But remember, measure or try it on with Your head or wrist from time to time to see whether it fits or not. 

If it fits, make a small hook at one of the end of your crown or bracelet.

And hook it at the other end!! 

 

 It's on My wrist......

Ta*Da!!!!!! Homemade floral bracelet!!!!!! :D 

If You ask me is this wearable, I can asure You YES, IT IS WEARABLE :D Check out My Instagram~ I take a photo with it :D It's perfect for a sweet lovely date with Your boyfriend or even a girly outing with Your BFFs~ Do try it out and leave me a comment whether You like it or not~ :D 

Oh, and one more thing, choose Your flower wisely, if not it will end up as a mistletoe :0 

xx 

love ya

DIY: Cropped Top

Okay, this afternoon I did a lil research on one of my fav clothing item - CROPPED TOP. In Malaysia, which is summer 24/7, the weather here can be really really hot sometimes and basically you just wanna take your clothes off and run to beach EVERYDAY :0 Well, I need some fashionable items when I go to the beach and seriously, I have TONS of old Tees, I guess I can redesign them and give them a brand new life :p 
Anyway, here's how it works: 

 1. An old Tee. This is from Uniqlo x One Piece. I bought it when Uniqlo first arrived in Malaysia and as time goes by,, this tee is getting bigger and bigger and I gotta crop it >< 

2. A pair of scissors and a ribbon. Why ribbon?? Easier for me to trace the ribbon and crop the tee. And ribbon is more flexible where you  can creates different kinds of lines that you might wanna crop :) 
 

3. Place the ribbon on the Tee, TRACE AND CUT :D Well, You can try cutting different kinds of lines that you want, not necessary it has to be all the way straight to the end :)

 4. And voila!!!!!! You very own cropped top :D 

After you cut your tee, the end will curl up a little so You might wanna sew it into something like this because it looks tidier and when you wash it, you don't need to worry about your cropped tee will go like those thread is loosen and ugly ugly >< 

 See the linings?? It looks nicer when You sew it :) 

But I like mine a lil indie, a lil casual, a lil hipster kind of style, so I'll just let it curl~ I just gotta handle it carefully when I wash it...... HAND WASH >< 

It curls up like that~ 

So I hope this tutorial is able to help you all and I'm gonna discover more of these DIY thingy~ Stay tune humans!! :D 

xoxo 

love ya

Long time no see

Grettings again humans~ :D It's been a while and...... I'm feeling guilty again as I din't update My blog as I promise >< But I am now motivated again, and therefore, I will constantly update my blog :) Well, I will try and...... yeah, I will try =X 

 Anyways, I can say that those days that I SUPPOSED to have a balance meal and diet, well, I FAILED TT 
Erm, the only thing that make me proud off is I at lest have a quite balance meal?? =X As in no junk food, only breakfast, lunch and dinner and some fruits and crackers when I'm feeling hungry. I can call this as an achievement right?? LOLOLOL 

The photo above is the erm [ Pumpkin Red Dates Oatmeal ] It's full of fibre, vitamins which our body needs and basically it's very healthy~ But I seriously don't know why it does not look tasty at all...... My Boyfriend saw it and he feel like vomiting already :0 

And I think I am starting to grow up as a lady I guess?? =XXXXXX I bought cosmetics!! :) A new motivation for me to be prettier and happier with myself :) As I am STILL a beginner, these are the BASIC - REALLY REALLY REALLY BASIC ones that I need...... for now. Maybeline B.B Cream, an eyelash curler, Etude House Prood 10 Auto Pencil (a present from My sis), double eyelid tape from a drug store franchise, make up remover for eye and lip from Maybeline and a Japanese brand make up remover for eyes only (a gift from My friend). As I am still learning to draw a PRESENTABLE eyeliner, Idon't wanna post a photo of My eye make up unless I can draw like a pro =X So...... stay tune >< 

Last but not least, innerwear. =X It's a present from Ma Boyfriend >< *Thank You Sweetie* We went shopping yesterday at Forever 21 and I chosed it, he paid for it =XXXXXX It's a pust up bra and I don't know why, it's so comfortable~ =X Gonna buy more next time, well, I will be paying at that time =X 

I think that's a wrap...... for now. I recently hooked up with those cropped top and fringe top so maybe I'll post a DIY Fringe Top tomorrow......?? =X 

Xoxo 

Love Ya

FROZEN

Ola and Hello :D 
I am still continuing my diet/fit plan, by climbing stairs every morning. I am still climbing now and Yeah~ I can't believe I got the patience and motivation to climb~~~~~~ :D Appplause for Myself please~ and Thank You :3 

Anyway, My Mum complain about the way I dress to college or to work :0 She said I dress like as if I am wearing my pyjamas...... :0 EXCUSE ME?! Is she serious or what?? Well, think of that, I think she is right SOMETIMES :p Hmm, maybe I should really doll myself a little.

 Kekeke~ 
Maybe I should live up woth this quote. 
Maybe all of us should live up with this. 
We only live once You know.

Get Back Up

Okay, It's been a while...... AGAIN. And TADA~~~~~ I AM BACK...... AGAIN. 
Wonder why I stop blogging for a while?? It's because I WAS SICK. Horrible sore throat that almost drive me crazy until I gotta visit the doctor, TWICE. So now, it's fine (I guess) and the doctor said I really gotta exercise MORE. He said my immune system is kinda...... not too bad but still bad T_T And drink plenty of water (which I always do) and watch out things that I put in my mouth :0 This simply means that I must stop oily food, fried food, heaty food and spicy food...... I WANT MY TOM YUM GOONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T_T 

And what makes my life worse than sick is that I SPRAINED my back :0 
Well, Last last Saturday I was doing cardio workout, and...... I think I forgotten to warm up?????? =X 
And yeah...... The pain is still here and it's frightening me...... It's like My bone gone out of it's original place and My butt feels a little funny...... Pokey I guess >< Note myself, NEVER EVER DO EXERCISE WITHOUT A PROPER WARM UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

This sucks man. I mean, I am determine to lose weight and get fit and I freaking SPRAINED My back :0 
How am I going to do cardio?????? T_T I just hope My life will turn to a good one, at least I am recover from My sprain...... PLEASE T_T 

Guilt

Okay, I am almost done with My gadgets and design of My blog, and it's finally...... READY TO ROLL!!!!!!!! YEEEEEPIIIIII~ :D Anyway, to make my all-time-prior-dream-come-true and I basically have no time to go for proper workout as I am currently having My internship :0 Therefore...... I CLIMB STAIRS. Yes, I climb stairs to lower My guilt LOL. My office is located at the 3rd floor so I decided to climb stairs, from ground floor climb all the way up t the 3rd floor...... EVERY MORNING. Well, at least I am doing some so-called "workout" =X Just to make sure My effort does not poof-and-go-away easily, I ate a bread for breakfast and a few more egg sandwiches for my lunch. People who are reading this, some of You guys may be like "serious??" "that ain't gonna help." But really, I never felt so motivated to go on diet before :D Still people, a balance diet is a MUST. I think tomorrow I better bring some fruits along too >< 

So now, I am looking for some simple workout that I can carry on in the office. Just sit on the armchair for 8 hours won't bring me to anywhere further :0 I even feel fat already when I am sitting. ISH. 

I set a chatbox at My side bar. If You guys want Me to visit Your profile or give me some comments, please, LEAVE ME A COMMENT :D I really wanna know what You guys think about My blog and I think there are spaces for improvement~ Busy right now, check You guys later! :D 

xoxo. 

A Better Person

Hey people, I'M BACK!!!!!! LOL, it's been a while since don't know when, and I keep posting 'I'M BACK' for like 894752387593 times already. But this time, I promise, I will keep this blog alive as long as I could!!!!!! Well, at least for a few years. Anyway, this blog has a new theme, which is: A BETTER PERSON. I mean, a better person as in beautiful and positive, both physically and mentally :) 

First of all, I ALWAYS want to lose weigh. It's been my dream (ambition) since I was 10 years old. Seriously, NO JOKE. I think I ate too much at that time?? And since then, I hardly grow taller, but grow ROUNDER and FATTER :0 Therefore, I started diet-ing by ate lesser and NOT EXERCISING. Well, I did slim down a little but still getting fat on and off. I can conclude that my diet was a total FAILURE and NO PROGRESS at all. I am already 21, I gotta go lean and fit!!!!!! 

Secondly, as I said just now, I am 21, and I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO PUT ON MAKEUP. 

O.O 

SHOCK AHH!!!!!! 
I only apply BB Cream and THAT IS IT. I am so lazy to learn, so lazy to do survey and buy, and most importantly, I do not know where to start. Those steps are so complicated, I mix up every step. O.O So, I really need to pick up those steps man!!!!!! And be pretty~~~~~~ 

Lastly, this blog is to share my experiences and feelings to those people out there that have the same problem as I do. I hope that My experiences can inspire people to be physically and mentally positive and be beautiful. Not for anyone, just ownself :)  I will keep updating this blog, so stay tune people!!!!!! :) 

Enjoy reading :)