Miserable (2)

2nd miserable post about my current miserable life T_T How many miserable post am I going to write omgggggg. I think as long as I feel miserable, I'll post about miserable. Life is horrible when I feel miserable :/

Anyway, just email my summaries to my supervisor. As miserable as I could be, my summaries barely hit 300 words, which is the MINIMUM word requirement by my supervisor. WHY OH WHY I WANNA CRY T_T My negative energy is spreading again. Last night I just thought of why do we have to do thesis?? Seriously, is thesis gonna make my life better?? I hope it will. I wanna get a better jo when I graduate. At least I am able to feed myself with noodles T_T *Re: Some parts in me I'm a gawddamn typical asian* But I wanna get a job which I am interest in, not to be ambitious, but it is my DREAM. Sounds familiar??

Actually, not a lot of humans encourage me to go for what I like. And only Naruto or some Internet meme or some subconscious part of me URGING me to chase my dream. Kesiannye = How pity. But I do not know where to start. Really. I wanna be a magazine editor, working in a magazine company is my ambition...... for now. Like Anna Wintour, so successful.

Hopefully I can be what I wanna be. At least not miserable at all T_T

It's a kind of disease.