Miserable (2)

2nd miserable post about my current miserable life T_T How many miserable post am I going to write omgggggg. I think as long as I feel miserable, I'll post about miserable. Life is horrible when I feel miserable :/

Anyway, just email my summaries to my supervisor. As miserable as I could be, my summaries barely hit 300 words, which is the MINIMUM word requirement by my supervisor. WHY OH WHY I WANNA CRY T_T My negative energy is spreading again. Last night I just thought of why do we have to do thesis?? Seriously, is thesis gonna make my life better?? I hope it will. I wanna get a better jo when I graduate. At least I am able to feed myself with noodles T_T *Re: Some parts in me I'm a gawddamn typical asian* But I wanna get a job which I am interest in, not to be ambitious, but it is my DREAM. Sounds familiar??

Actually, not a lot of humans encourage me to go for what I like. And only Naruto or some Internet meme or some subconscious part of me URGING me to chase my dream. Kesiannye = How pity. But I do not know where to start. Really. I wanna be a magazine editor, working in a magazine company is my ambition...... for now. Like Anna Wintour, so successful.

Hopefully I can be what I wanna be. At least not miserable at all T_T

It's a kind of disease.

Miserable (1)

Oh hi. I'm slacking again am I. I promised myself to blog everyday and I failed...... AGAIN :/ Gosh. At first thought I really wanna put everything that happened on past few days HERE. YES, EVERYTHING HERE. But assignments are butting in, and this is my final year for advanced diploma which is making my life miserable, I gotta do thesis alone which I wanna cry T_T  Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh why oh why T_T My negative energy is spreading and growing again.

So let's talk about the MAIN reason why am I miserable. Few days ago (or yesterday), I went lunch with my boyfriend. Not a fancy one because it's a restaurant nearby my house XD Anyway, both of us are 21 years old, still studying, and just like most of the students - LACK OF MONEY. So many things to buy, so little to spend. We talked about ways to earn money because e need money LOL. And it all lead us back to [Blogging]. I had a friend, well, an old-ex-almost stranger friend which happens to be a celebrity blogger and she is just 21. JUST LIKE ME. And she earns freaking lots of money man!!!!!! Her earning power is so strong that she can travel to Japan and Thiland and China ah just all over Asia and she can bought a Mazda when she was 19 OMG.

ARE YOU SERIOUS OR WHAT????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So yeah. I wanna earn money so bad that I don't wanna go look for part time jobs and I wanna blog.But heads up, she, which is the celebrity blogger, took 7 freaking years to achieve like a TRUE celeb blogger. ZOMG. I'm already 21, I'm lazy but I gotta earn money by blogging zomg zomg zomg izzit to late for me to start now?? I need answers.

Officially BROKE

Life without money is so HORRIBLE. When I check my little piggy bank and I found out I have like myr440. That is really little for me to survive throughout the whole October. And what makes it worse is I owe My Mom myr200 because of shopping TOO MUCH at F21 and H&M and Sephora :/ WTF. I really gotta stop myself from shopping, at least a whole freaking month man :'( 

Gonna have a photoshoot on Friday~ Looking forward to that~ 

Ciao~ 

It's a kind of disease.

Ugh......

Save Ma Assssss~~~~~~ It's time to go college again. That means more assignments, more presentation, to top it all of, THESIS. 

OMG. 

I'm just so scare, so stressed out, so tense that I can't cope. Ahh...... Why college life gotta be so scary T_T But there's a good thing, I get to on my laptop more and indirectly, forcing me to update my blog more often LOLLLLLL~ This is gonna be a short one, because I don't really wanna spread my negative energy everywhere, especially in my blogsphere. 

Ciao. 

It's a kind of disease.

Ootd #1

Ola~~~ Today is to celebrate my sis birthday~ Went Publika for a quick brunch and went shopping at Klcc~ So this is my ootd~ 

Varsity Jacket from Romps, white singlet from Mirrocle, floral print skirt from Forever 21, Converse and bag from H&M. 

I really like my outfit, it's so girly, but there's a hint of casualness~ And and and My make of the day~ 

A simple one with coral coloured lippie~ A girly make~ 

I'll update more about my ootd~ Stay tune~~~ 

It's a kind of disease.