LOST

20 days to my dead line...
im changing my engine now...
250 hp~
n as usual,
i accidently slept just now whn im studyin sejarah...
haah.... tat stupid subject...

LOST
why am i LOST??
basically,
most probably is becoz my FAMILY
why??
PRESSURE PRESSURE PRESSURE
not my mum,
not my dad,
but my 3rd aunt~~~
ahhhh.......
COMPARISON
especially whn u have a super PERFECT cousin sis...
let dont talk abt da physical appearance,
her result can already push me to da toilet bowl~~
yea~
she study science, same as me,
n she took other sub subjects,
chinese, account, economy, perdagangan
n she managed to score 13 A1
im not joking,
13 A1
a HORRIBLY AMAZING result...
im dead....

despite all da pressure they gave me,
n my super perfect cousin sis,
im totally BEATEN & LOST
beaten becoz of da uncountable comparison,
lost becoz i dono wat to do at all other thn lookin at da book....
wat should i do??
IM OFFICIALLY LOST