ostrich

IM BACK`````` lalalalalalalala~~~~

hahahahaha...
yea...
in a reli reli bad mood now...
blog should be a [ happy ] place for me,
but i sort of turning it into a sad place... hmmm

anyway...
i got a question...
[ where is da turning point between family & friends ]
i need da answer for this coz i RELI RELI need it... BADLY!!!!!

well...
ppl will ask ' why do u need it?? '
i can answer those ppl ' coz i need it!!! '
im actually a highly-sensitve person...
n becoz of tat,
i do care wat ppl think of me...
n becoz of this,
IM IN A BAD MOOD

why im in a bad mood??
sumthings wrong???
YES!!!! MAJOR HEADACHE!!!!
its abt sunday...
n...
haix....
im upset u noe...
basically, both side curse me...
BOTH FAMILY N FRIENDS
sunday gt a date...
an IMPORTANT ones...
its at pj area which my dad banned me from goin there
so in the end,
i cant go coz dad said NO~ *dont aske me why k.. NO MEANS NO*
n my frens were like 0.0 = >__< = hate u *da 'u' is actually ME*
to make both side happy, i dono wat to do actually...
my family curse me coz i ALWAYS DEMAND i wanna hang out wit my frens...
AT PJ
n my frens curse me coz i cant hang out wit them coz im such a papa, mama's girl

totally upset....
cant both of da side think wat situation im in now????
both of da side curse me like shit becoz i dont listen to them...
why i always gotta understand them..
why cant they r da one who understand me?!
n i dont demand everyime but just for once!!!!!!!!


this is a pile of shit....
im just releasing my negative emotions...
but still....
IM UPSET